I can't explain it, but every time I glimpse it through the eyepiece, a mix of fear and wonder washes over me. I start pondering what if all those gases vanished or if it decided to head our way - that would spell the end for us, no doubt.
There's no doubt about it, looking at it through a telescope eyepiece is definitely creepier than seeing pictures of it in books or on the web. It's a moment of clarity when you truly grasp its presence, and you're reminded that it's just a single component of our solar system, holding the intricate balance of everything in place.
Try it out yourself, and let me know the feeling you get when you first see it.
Here's the very first picture I took of Saturn back in October 2022. I used my 5" Newtonian telescope and paired it up with my Canon DSLR.